Whimpering at the sensation of teeth against his lip, his eyes fluttered closed as he tried to steady his breathing. What Magnus had said didn't make sense but they were kissing before Alec had a chance to ask what he meant.

Shivering at the hint of more than the kisses they'd shared, Alec slowly tried to focus on Magnus' questions. "I'm not afraid of you or this." After he said the words, he realized they was true. He wasn't afraid of Magnus or the attraction he felt, it was the consequences that Alec feared. Magnus' nature might hurt him, but not the person who was kissing him. "Am I a first?" he blurted out before he thought of how offensive or painful the question might be.