When Alec had considered his hypothetical first time that he wasn't sure would ever happen, he hadn't imagined that he would be so loud. But he couldn't hold back the whimper and gasp caused by Magnus teasing his neck. His fingers slipped beneath Magnus' shirt, startling him when he felt warm skin instead of fabric. Tentatively, he traced a line along Magnus' spine, knowing that he was taking a dangerous risk, but unable to stop.

"If you wanted to get rid of me, you would have already killed me." Not exactly romantic, but truthful. Magnus could easily murder him in his sleep or seduce him against his will. Instead he flirted and distracted, driving Alec crazy but not actually harming him.

After how Magnus had reacted before, Alec didn't want to tell him about the things he'd read, but he deserved to know about those fears. "Everything I read said that after we - if we - I - " Closing his eyes he tried to focus on finding the right words instead of asking Magnus to keep kissing his neck. "Humans can't survive a night with an incubus."