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When Simon's hand shifted to his back, Alec pulled him closer to that there was barely any space between them. Simon had told him that slow dancing meant being able to touch. "I'm glad the fireflies invited you."

Part of him wished that he was more like his siblings. That he wasn't so cautious. Then he'd take more risks, maybe let his hands move from Simon's hips to explore. "There's nowhere else I want to be, Simon."