"Then why did you..." Wait, he probably didn't want the answer to that. It probably would be brutal and depressing. It might involve Clary and he really didn't want to think about what Jace had been doing with the redhead.
He whimpered when Jace kissed him again, knees feeling weak. If Jace wasn't holding him, he'd probably be on the floor. He was probably resting too much of his wait on his friend but he couldn't pull away. And Jace wouldn't let them fall or let Alec hurt himself even by accident. "Feels like this should be a hallucination."
But a fantasy wouldn't be so confusing. Everything would be simple. Jace would want him in the ways Alec had hoped for instead of Alec having to figure out what exactly Jace had been thinking of.
"Wanted to know what?" It didn't make sense. Jace might do reckless things but he thought things through. It might not be in the same way Alec did but Jace didn't blindly jump into things. Or he hadn't until Clary showed up. "Why did you think she changed everything?" And if she had, why was Jace with him instead of her?
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He whimpered when Jace kissed him again, knees feeling weak. If Jace wasn't holding him, he'd probably be on the floor. He was probably resting too much of his wait on his friend but he couldn't pull away. And Jace wouldn't let them fall or let Alec hurt himself even by accident. "Feels like this should be a hallucination."
But a fantasy wouldn't be so confusing. Everything would be simple. Jace would want him in the ways Alec had hoped for instead of Alec having to figure out what exactly Jace had been thinking of.
"Wanted to know what?" It didn't make sense. Jace might do reckless things but he thought things through. It might not be in the same way Alec did but Jace didn't blindly jump into things. Or he hadn't until Clary showed up. "Why did you think she changed everything?" And if she had, why was Jace with him instead of her?